I'm such a disaster

So I don't think 

I'm perfect in every way that matters

I was set up for failure and heartache

From the beginning of my time

So there's no way I'm going to believe that

I'm going somewhwer in life

Living is pointless

And no one can tell me

To be grateful

Because I want

To end my life

I believe it's wrong

Being put in this situation

To be strong

It's too hard

So I don't want to hear "It'll get better!"

And people are always telling me 

Life is too hard on me

But I don't believe that

Others really can relate to me

Because I'm so broken

And I know that

I'll just be depressed

But I don't want to try because

Staying in bed is easier.