The human brain is intense. As i grown older, i know right from wrong. Intense war between my heart and piece of mind, but for how long? How long will it take for me to choose between one or the other? Especially when im stuck in my own mentality to undertsand the love from another. I can't tell the difference between a hug or a shackle, but it seemed pretty easy to let my emotions unravel. I can't tell if im given a choice or if im being controlled, New colors are being exposed.

My every move is being watched and im being demanded on how my bones should move in the process. My Body has felt the mental weight of exhaustion. Putting things agianst me and turning situations around so it could be my fault, oh i took the blame..regardless of my own heart.