I love the way we spent late nights talking,

sharing secrets and giggling at each other's jokes.

I love the way you made me feel safe with your smile,

And invited with your hugs

I love the way you protected me like your very own child.

But that soon turned sour.

I hate the way you made me feel hopeless after everything,

The way you lied behind my back and in front of my face.

I hate the way you make me want to hide so I don't have to see your face,

The way my hands tremble when I know you are around and watching.

I hate the way you have made me feel insecure,

Making me feel like I need to be one step ahead.

We used to be best friends...