Here I am sitting all alone no one to love me for who I am.No one is laughing, Giggling, Smiling, Loving... Not anymore, not ever since you left me. why? why did you leave me? what did I do to hurt so badly? How am I supposed to survive without you? you're my one and only love or at least you were. I mean how am I supposed to love you now? you took my heart with you and you will never give it back. without you, my heart no longer weeps golden dust only dirt, Now my mind no longer filled with thoughts of kindness only now it's empty, My body is no longer active its only shutdown waiting to rust in the corner, My voice is no longer filled or used for laughter and joy but only for cries and weeps for you to come back telling me you love me once more, My lips no longer touching your soft, big, Pink lips tasting the cherry bomb you applied a few minutes ago, My eyes no longer meeting your beautiful, golden, dark chocolate eyes, so dark I could see my reflection, My skin no longer making contact with your brown, Soft, smooth skin. Thinking of how me and you use to be, makes me happy but thinking of what we are now just straight up breaks me down. I feel like I have nothing better to do so then I think what's the point? if I leave he'll miss me and maybe he'll realize he actually still loves me. I have been forgotten in your memory everything I have said to you, everything I have done for you, everything we did and said together has been forgotten in your curious mind. 

                                                                                 if you still love me call out my name...