I write this to you.

The one I talk to most,

My best friend,

My crush,

My favorite person.

Like a snap,

I felt 0 to 100

Like a snap,

I felt as if nothing existed.

All in a moment,

It was surreal.

I can’t wait to call you,

To talk to you,

To tell you everything,

To hear about your day.

I can’t wait to see you,

To smile and laugh,

To stay up late and just talk.

But like a snap,

It began.

And like a snap,

It ended.

All in this moment,

It’s surreal.

I hate her,

Her smile,

Her laugh,

Her everything.

I hate that she got you

and I lost you

Like a snap,

I felt like you were blind

Not thinking right.

Like a snap,

It’s about you now

And not me.

All in that moment,

I’ll be happy for you

Like it was all surreal.