dad, 

the first love of a young girls life. 

that's probably why i don't know what love is like. 

im scared of it. 

petrified that'll it'll leave me like you. 

im desperate. 

desperate enough that you'll do anything?

anything that'll keep you from leaving my love . 

. 

i cry sometimes but it's not cuz im sad or depressed. 

i cry cuz that's the only thing i feel.

i don't really think that's sad. 

if anything it helps me feel something. 

it helps me continue. 

it helps me write what im feeling now on this digital page that no one is reading. 

;

- just because your sad, doesn't make

you depressed.