Dear future self

I hope you’re not as hard on yourself

I hope you found joy in waking up every morning

I hope you found someone that knows your worth

I hate that I did you so wrong earlier in life

I hate I didn’t take life seriously

I hate that I just let others use us, just because I was lonely

I’m happy I didn’t mess life up too bad

I’m happy you found something to make you feel better daily

I’m happy we found something to live for

I hope you don’t just have to numb yourself to everything

I hope you don’t cry yourself to sleep because you despise yourself

I hope you made things right with your inner self

I want every worry to mean nothing

I want whatever it takes to complete your happiness

I want you to be alive to read this.