Sometimes
I wish I could sink into my bed
And just stay there
Something about living is horribly tiring
And I feel the exhaustion
Set on my eyes
All I do is lay there and stare out of my window
As I watch everybody else live their life
I'm just there
In the everlasting comfort of my sheets
The blankets keep me warm
And my pillows support my head
I can’t get out of bed anymore
Sometimes I think
That I want to live out the rest of my life
Laying there
So I come home
After a hard day
Down 7 sleeping pills
And sleep for hours
When I wake up
I have no notifications
And nobody is missing me
So here I stay
In the only thing that notices when I'm gone
I roll back over
And go to sleep