I only ask for you is to stop
not to stop beating
Or breathing
But to stop loving him
To stop wanting to be with him
I know you love what you can’t have
But I beg of you
To Stop
You are hurting me in ways
My brain never could
You need to stop
Racing whenever he is around
You need to learn that you
Can never have him
That he will never be yours
I pray of you to learn that
Why can’t you listen to my brain
Listen to the facts and the logic
You cannot be curious and wonder
About the what ifs
Because the what ifs
Are the guns that will get
Me and you killed
He is the drug
And you are the addict
You are consume by him
You need him
You want him
But I cannot let that happen
He uses you
In a way that makes you
Think it is love and hope
But you cannot see that it’s
Not love or hope
It’s just a friendly smile
With a soft touch
That fooled you to think that
You are running down a path
That I don’t wanna go anymore
I’m tired of running
Into nonexistent bliss
You are draining the energy out of me
With every second you want him
I need you to not need him
and if that means
To kill you so be it
cause I rather be heartless
Than be in love with someone
who will never love me back