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no plans

December 23, 2018
By Anonymous

you

shaved your head

color fell from your scalp

pinks and reds and blues

came to rest at your feet

your dye-stained hands grasped mine

and guided them to what was left

 


it’s soft, i say again

 


yes, you say

yes, it is

 


i run my fingers over the bristly hairs

they tickle my palm

they always do

you smile like you aren’t there

 


am i doing something wrong? i ask

no, you say

and it sounds false

 


don’t lie to me, i say

i’m not, you say, i’m not, i swear

i don’t know if it sounds like the truth

i don’t know anything these days

 


i feel distanced from you

your plans that used to need me

no longer do

 


and me

i have no plans

without you


The author's comments:

I wrote this about my girlfriend in the days just before we ended our relationship. While the split was amicable and I accepted when it happened that it was inevitable, it still affected me more than I let on. Finding out that someone you love and who once loved you no longer feels the same way hurts, and I wrote this to help sort through the confusion I felt during that time.


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