Sunny days , long dark nights. Not a day that goes by I don think of you. All alone is this cold world, i´m starting to loose hope with everything. fighting battles in my head everyday to make it thru school. Long brutal thoughts going on in my head and there is no one to ever go to. Since you left last year forever, times has been rough. I wish somethings in our friendship could of changed before you died. I wish I would of listen to you way sooner. Hearing that you got kilt was so hurtful. I dropped everything I was doing and went to the hospital. No one was allowed to see you. The last time I seen you , you were dead and cold laying in a coffin. I still remeber how you looked like it was yesterday. Over these past months your mother and I became very close. She even calls me her daughter now. We helped each other so much to feel better. Talking to you at your grave site was a good feeling. Even though you couldnt talk back atleast i know you were listening. You will always have a place in my heart. Always.