Some say happiness is just an illusion others think happiness is a good spirit then others think int's just a feeling. Happiness can be whatever you want it to be, but i can assure you one thing it is not is an illusion but it can be anything else. Happiness is the only thing in life that keeps me from going insane or just ending it all. To me my guilty pleasure in life is happiness it's one thing i don't get very often so when I do I Charish it. I love being happy but for me happiness only stays for a few moments then slips through my fingers and escapes away. The harder I try to hold on the harder it pulls to get away, and eventually i loose grip and give up and once again I return to sadness