Because of you I am incapable
Because of you I am in pain
Because of you I am trapped
Because of you I am lonely
Because of you I am unwanted
Because of you I am struggling
Because of you I am overwhelmed by my surroundings
Because of you I push people away
Because of you I am ashamed
Because of you I am lost
You have caused me constant pain and agony.
Whenever I try to heal you come back. Whenever I try to push you away you push harder.
Whenever I try to fight you, you destroy me
Whenever I try to do anything, you never leave my mind.
Because of them I question every word that comes out of my mouth
Because of them I worry about every move I make and step I take
Because of them I lie in bed at night wondering why
Because of them I don’t want to be here anymore
Because of them I’m afraid to be me
Because of them I’m don’t worry about being alone

                                                     because they taught me loneliness