There is a person held against her will

In a land of peace and tranquility

She wants to be free

But gets pushed down

Always

She always gets pushed down.

She is carefree

And wants the feeling to spread

She wishes to gift others with her positivity

But she can’t

She doesn’t know why

She’s not fearful

Maybe

Maybe she’s not fearful

She wants to escape

To touch lives

To touch my life

But I push her down

She always gets pushed down

Sometimes I can feel her

She’s trying so hard

She just wants to escape

To spread peace and tranquility

To make me joyous and content

But I can’t let her.

I don’t know why

Even though I want to

I can’t let her

What if I become blissful

What if I feel peace

What if she infects me with her happiness 

That would be bad

Right?

Maybe not

Maybe I should let her escape

Let me escape

But I can’t

So I am pushed down

I am always pushed down