Sitting on my window,

I remember the time

that only happiness was in my mind,

but those days started to fade

when you came into my life that day.

You.

The guy with green eyes

and hair as black as the night

meant everything to me

when you showed me a kind smile.

We became friends

and slowly felt in "love".

Everydat I saw you

and everyday I felt alive.

Without you,

I felt dead inside.

You are my source of light.

The only reason I am alive.

You are the only one

who can make me smile

as bright as the shining light.

But one day,

we were walking together

when you suddenly changed.

I remember that day

as the day I got my first heartbreak.

You were staring at a girl that wasn't me.

When I looked closer,

I noticed it was my best friend.

She noticed you

and came to your side.

You left, leaving me behind.

I felt betrayed.

Like my heart was going to break.

I felt hot tears leaving my eyes.

I fell to the ground

and cried my eyes out.

As time passed,

I felt broken;

both mind and heart.

The only thing I could think of

was the word "Die"

I don't remember much

about that dark and lonely night.

I just remember

seeing your blood

scattered in every surface of your house.

Your motionless body lied on the ground

as I laugh hysterically

and watched the knife dance.

I remembered that night

as the night my "lover" died.