I am your best friend

At least I have faith I am

Wondering if you ever realize

The tremendous things I’ve accomplished

The lies and your dishonesty sink into my body

Accompanying the secrets you promised not to share

I perceive with my eyes how you desperately laugh

At the things that are certainly false

I want this stinging pain to fade away

And for once speak up for throbbing heart

Ball and chain

Feeling like your hostage

I slowly began to acknowledge

I am your best friend

I prosper the image of how you feel

When I declare my words to you

I want you to love me

Just the way I love you

The thoughts in my brain make me feel deceived

The excuses that slip from your aching lips

I wish you could see deep within

All the madness and anger

Boiling from the bottom of my heart

I worry that one day

When the sun rays cut through the clouds

We will no longer be a bond

Glistering heavy drops form for the memories that are lost

The moments that can no longer be alive

I want to hate you

But my heart can never place you in that list

Even though your heart wont desire me

I am your best friend

I understand the prodigious things you’ve done for me

And why you continue to do them

Thankful for the words implanted in my heart

And the consequences that came within

I dream of an ideal friendship

One we could never achieve

I strive to heal the problem

it’s standing right in front of me

Just like oil and water

We never crossed our paths

I hope we stay as best friends

Despite the disagreements and obstacles in our route

My heart can not bare to lose such marvelous soul

Granted the hardships we’ve outlived

My heart desires you to recognize

I am your best friend