Gave you the inner most me and you pulled me in drowning, soffocating me into your water . Screaming and calling out but no one came as water ripped through my lungs taking my breath away . Laying there in a bottomless ,dark, vast ocean begging for you to save me but how foolish of me when all i needed was to save myself but I couldnt and thats what hurt the most . You were not the one drowning me . I was pulling, dragging my own damn self  and THIS, THIS  is how i lost myself you were the dangerous, raging waters i stumbled upon . I plunged in closing my eyes and not holding my breath ..loosing grip ..completly fading..crumbling as an insignificant sand particle beneath the sea i just lay there still, lifeless and  broken till everything went dark and Oblivion was my last thought...I am oblivion .