I hate my mom

I love my mom

I hate my mom

I was young when she left

And I knew it wasn't right

To this day, it’s constantly a fight

She doesn't get it

She’ll always gets it

I love my mom

I lie to my mom and still she finds a way to trust me

She is always there for me, even when I hurt my knee

She's the best damn teacher I've ever had

She taught me how to live life, even when I’m sad

She doesnt love me

She’ll always love me

Like a bird, she flew to the south

Tears in my eyes and it burns in my mouth

I mean what kind of mom leaves her kids

She left me. I feel alone and empty, like the constant mess of her alcohol lids

I hate her, I hate her so, I hope she’ll just go

I love her, I love her so, I hope she’ll never go

I talk to my mom everyday

She always know exactly what to say

My mom is always there to stand up for me whether its from my dad or my friends

It’s hard to receive all the unconditional love she sends

She lost me

She found me

When’s the last time she even got me a present, or a simple phone call

I sit here and wonder was it me?  Did I cause this all

I hate her.  My hate is as much as her cigarettes cost her each week

And let me assure you, that’s a lot, far much more money than she can seek

I never want to disappoint her, even though I never could

I’m not always honest with her and I know I really should

I’ve been through a really rough time

But she’ll always be my steady lifeline

Thank you

Thank you