You are my best friend

You will build me up

Just to completely tear me down again

You will tell me that I'm the best person you've ever known

Then say such nasty things about me

Say that you were “just joking”

You will tell the love of my life lies

“Did you know you that you’re dating a w***e”

“What? I said that in a joking manner Your boyfriend is making things up”

You will tell me let's fix things

Then get me to do all the work

You will tell me about your problems

Then tell me that they're none of my business

You ask me about my relationship

I say one word and you get pissed off and say that

I am selfish and talk about him too much

I am at a loss on what to say to you

You tell everyone these lies and say all of these nasty things

And yet I still crawl back to you begging for forgiveness for something I never did

I don't understand what you want from me

please for the love of god just help me figure it out

This whole thing is just like one door after another

locked or shut

And say I find the key, an old broken worn down key

with my luck it just so happens to snap in the lock

Please for the love of god help me

just let me go

Tell me I am not good enough for you

Tell me I never tried hard enough when

I was the only one trying at all

Just let me go let me out of this god forsaken circle of nothingness

that will get me nowhere in life but a strong spiral into depression

Tell me why

I can't seem to please you

But hey this is just what

Best friends do