What was I thinking

What was I thinking when I let him through the door
Why did I feel that way about him
What was I to do knowing that he was only going to hurt me
Why did no one stop me from making these decisions

Letting Go

Even though it was almost a year ago and I still haven’t let it go
I know I will be better off but I thought he was the one for me
Even though I have the person that is the best for me right in front of me
I see him every day knowing that he has already let go
Even though we still speak and he tells me he hasn’t
I still see the difference from then and now
And I know that even though I still get starry eyed when I see him
It is better off that I let him go

Stay Together

Every day I beg them to speak to each other
But they refuse, sleeping on opposite sides of the house
Only talking when needed, only when we are around
All I feel when with them is their hate for each other
Never wanting to fix anything even though we beg of them to
Nothing will ever get better
And they will not stay together