All those times I cried for you, you never came. Out of all the sports I played you never showed, not even for one game.

All of the awards I received,
I've never heard one clap.
You were never there for me,
even just to sit on your knee.

All the times I fell and scraped my knee. where were you to comfort me. All those times I was bored and wanted to talk.

you were never there,
or were you just hiding.
No, you were not there.
not there at all.

I always strived to make you happy and proud. hoping just hoping you would love me more but you never seemed to care. So why did I try?

You weren't there for any of my first. So why would you be here for any of my lasts? You're not here in my present just like you weren't there in my past.

I try to move on but no one knows what its like...how hard it is. To grow up without your father. Knowing your father doesn't love you.

But I hold my head up high.
I keep things from looking so bad.
Although deep down I still wish.
I wish I had the love from my dad.