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balled of my father choices

September 9, 2025
teenagedirtbagbabygirl120 BRONZE, Ravenna, Ohio
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TW: death, suicide

You left me in the cradle, Dad,
Before I learned your name.
A little girl at two years old—
You vanished all the same.

I hate the way you walked away,
You didn’t even fight.
You chose the dark, you shut the door,
And left me with the night.

I’m thirteen now, I wonder still,
Why wasn’t I enough?
Why couldn’t you just hold me close
When life was getting rough?

I carry rage, I carry grief,
A fire I can’t hide.
You were my father, meant to stay—
But still, you chose to die.



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