Is it bad I still miss you,
Is it bad I still cry over losing you,
I miss you so much,
I think about you all the time,
I think about the arguments we had, and how I wish I just would've shut up,
I think about when you were still with me,
I think about you,
Why did you have to go,
Was there something I could've done,
Why was it so bad,
What happened,
I see mom sometimes in your room,
She still cries,
She still hurts,
We all do,
And when I miss you I go into your room and put on your perfume,
It makes me feel like your still there,
Still with me, watching over me,
Why can’t I stop missing you,
But im so mad at you, did you ever think about how this would affect me,
About how much pain you are putting us through,
But it’s okay, I don’t mean to be selfish, but, now I play a game in my head,
A game of what I would give up,
Just to tell you I love you one more time.