Four years today



I woke up



Woke up knowing you left me



Although it wasn't your choice



It still scard me



I just wanna be with you and rejoice



You were my best friend my brother



What about your mother



She's heartbroken most of all



You leavin made me fall



Fall so deep so hard



And all i get is a card



John you spelled fun



Now im lookin down the barrel of a gun



No one understands it



Now everynight im always lit



Livin this life without you is pointless



Everyday gets harder reguardless



I don't want to be here no more



Im always just staring at the floor



I have no friends here



Havent i made myself clear



I love you John



I miss you John



Take me with you John.....