Loving someone so much it hurts to think about it
Having that sickening feeling in the pit of your stomach
because all you want is for them
to love you the same f***ing way
Loving someone so much it hurts 
Knowing they love another knowing knowing you’re not the other
They smile, they laugh, they shrug
The simplistic beauty of what they do truly makes
Loving someone so much it feels like a drug
the name rolling off my tongue is like
hearing elton john sing tiny dancer live
So pure and perfect coming out you wonder if it’s real
I loved him so much it hurt to think about
how he loved her after loving me
How the way she smiled
made him think
“I love her so much it hurts to think about it”