In times where I sit alone

Left to think all on my own

Trying to figure out why I've fallen 

When I don't understand why it keeps calling

This feeling I lock deep inside

It hurts so bad I feel I could die

Yet I don't say a word

Because I don't want her to feel hurt

I destroy myself so she will be ok

And that's the way it will stay

I love her too much to tell her 

That honestly this feeling is torture

Knowing I can do nothing

Wishing I could do something

Knowing all I can do is wait for her to leave

So in darkness I stand screaming with silence