It gets harder and harder,deeper and deeper everyday and if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be triggered in a way. In a way I wouldn't want to hurt myself today. It's all your fault and it's not okay. I wish you knew but it's sad to say, you can't know because you'll just laugh and say I'm looking for attention or something in those lines. I want you to feel bad, to feel sorry but you'll never know how I'm feeling. You're cruel and rude. You don't care about about this world. Why do you do this to Me? Why are you changing the rules? The rules are supposed to be "stay nice" "don't fight" but that not what you did. You hurt me in a way that I hate myself so much today. This is not okay.

Who is this you speak of?

A girl that doesn't know herself to well