how  do you fix  a broken  heart
you have been through  hell
healing broken  heart  is  hard  but   it can happen
it may take awhile   but  it will get done
but in what  time you will never  know  how   you  sit there  and rip my heart out  like it is funny  but is is not funny at all  you  love me   me somehow  it does not  feel the  best the  way you  can  treat me make me want  to self harm don’t  know why   that  is the crazy thing  maybe to make myself  feel  better or maybe  to just  maybe to do it for  fun  this  does not help the issue it makes it  worse  than it is. helps  for some times   just   gets  worse that  the start.   try not to  everyday   that  does not  solve the  problem  just makes it dont    feel   that  i can  do  this much  longer     just  need to  get  this off  my chest  it  can  help  just   have to  focus on what i can change   that is the way to focus on  love  my  family this is why i go on   every  day no  matter  what  i do i  will always be loved by someone.