there is no way to say it.
there is no way to hear it.
the eyes have been closed long enough;
we stand in the wind,
tears in our eyes,
in our hearts;
Have you no shame?
to tell me the unspeakable lies,
the beauty of your voice,
it made them fine to hear,
like melodies;
the melodies are curses,
wretching my soul from it's abyss.
there are no words to say it.
there are no words to hear it.
i gave you it all,
with nothing of it to show.
you took it all,
without a second thought.
and if you gave me a second chance,
a second chance at this undeniable suicide,
this heart wrentching homicide,
this horrid sentencing?
i would not change a thing.
there is no way to deny it.
there is no way to understand it.
it's hell.
it's love.