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Why I Write

May 1, 2015
By SpeakingWords BRONZE, Webster, New York
SpeakingWords BRONZE, Webster, New York
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Faith is to be awake<br /> And to be awake is for us to think<br /> And for us to think is to be alive&quot;<br /> - Twenty One Pilots


Words. So easy to write so hard to say.
It never takes long before they come out wrong.
I go into my mind to see if I can find
The right thing to say to make this all okay.

But when I open my mouth, this all heads South,
As you finally see there is something wrong with me.
My thoughts they don’t come out
I start to sweat when I think of the words I’ll soon regret.

My heart will race when I realize I cannot erase
The mistakes or the pauses and awkward breaks.
Even when I try it’s hard for me to speak,
Face to face I am small and weak.

But give me some ink and I can think
Or give me the pencil to hold and my thoughts will soon unfold.
What I want to say it might come out if I can just write.
I hate when I talk and you watch me like a hawk
I forgot to mention, I don’t like the attention.

Don’t call me a geek, I’m just a freak.
When I’m speaking the words that come out often are misleading.
No need to sympathize, I truly apologize.
I’m sorry for those with who I try to verbalize.
My thoughts I just can’t organize.
But let me write and I promise that I will be alright.


The author's comments:

I've always struggled with choosing the right words to say in a conversation, but writing my thoughts out is always so much more comforting.


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