Living this kind of life
Its as if you were stabbed with a knife
Cuts and bruises
Wins and loses
You dont wanna sound so needy
Be who you wanna be
You wanna overdose
Its basically cause and affect
Other peoples actions
Make you want to commit suicide
Then they think why did you have to die
To them it may seem like a joke
But then again you were being choked by a rope
Hanging from the ceiling
Been all around the world drug dealing
Now your parents have to face the fact
Youre gone
Not enough memories to cherish
Like evaporation perish
You didnt do anything to deserve this
Only if…
Dying of natural causes
Either way youre still gonna die
Dont tell no little white lie
At the end of the day
The truth will find its way
Youre not who they think you are
Liquor bottles burned cigarettes
Black kidneys and heart failure
Just a little and its a road to death
Left alone no one to care for u
The tears you cry at night
Begging not to turn out the lights
Im not living for today
Cause tomorrow’s looking pleasant
While youre busy trying
So many people are dying
Not a smile on your face
They say its just a race
They wanna see who will break
No celebration with a birthday cake
An open casket
Dressed in all black
Guess what its your funeral
It aint no easy life
So just live it to the fullest