I don't yearn for my death

Or my heart to stop beating

My face may be plagued

But I wish to keep breathing

This life that I have

Don't wish for another

Because even through all the bad

There's nothing to cover

No scars on my flesh

But on the inside I'm bleeding

Because I look at myself

And I wail and I'm pleading

I poured out my trust

And I keep trying my hardest

Yet it all turned to rust

Then I fell the farthest

I will live my life like always

But won't have a goal

This world left me drained

Alive with no soul

So I stand in front of the mirror

Everything is crystal clear

Anxiety infects me

And my cheeks wet with tears