As the tears roll down my cheek,
i hold in the scream, my silent scream
for the fear inside of me is debilitating
burning me up, every inch on the inside
i need this to be over, this aching that is nagging at my soul
i want this to be yet another memory from my past, casting a dark shadow on my heart, as opposed to the raging monster it is right now.
consuming me every second of the day, the night and everything in between.
i just dont know what to do and where to turn
when did this happen? why isnt it easy any more?
everythings worse when nothing is clear
when everything hurts and no one is there
and yet you cant be alone, so i hold it all in
and when i scream, my silent scream
it isnt so silent, and it is no longer a scream,
but a faint whimper from all that is left of me.