Its my time to go now

I've seen all there is to see

my thoughts have recreated

my life of misary.

Should I have bought you flowers

or should have I instead;

imagine my life without you

right inside of my head?

A life of drinkin' whisky

has led me here today

losing my wife and children

all i can do is pray,

that god will forgive me

for the wrong that I have done

and to help me take my head away

from this loaded gun.

I am all alone now

4 years to the day

and to be honest

I havent much more to say,

I surpassed my addiction

for 47 years,

which made me not forsee

a lonely life of misary.