Knots form in your stomach
Your thoughts rewind and play
The moment, the fight, over and over
You wish to forgive
Forgiveness may, in time, emerge
Trust, however, is hopeless
All you want is love
What you find is something dissimilar
A mere hint of affection shows through
But the distortion of love overshadows all
You try to put the words together
You want to hate him, forget him
You cannot do it
You cannot put yourself together
The pain of betrayal lingers
The pain of confusion makes everything unbearable
You know nothing at all
Simultaneously you know everything that needs knowing
You know he is not worth your heart