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That First Love
There is a wilderness inside of me,
 As untamed as a boy's unshaven leg.
 I am draped in a white, lacy curtain,
 So far I have had no reason to beg.
 
 God I am that white speck fleeing through the forest,
 I have never felt so close-
 I imagine savagely clutching him,
 On the earth, your soul, your prose. 
 
 It is fair that I smother him,
 Because this madness smothers me.
 A stranger might mistake me rabid,
 Too raw and instinct-driven to really be.
 
 I race and weave and intertwine
 Through this divine land-
 Light is fading, darkness stealing,
 I won't rest until I find what they brand man. 
 
 Hair from my head tangles with the branches,
 Both cold and mud brown-
 I think I see a contrasting shade-
 Its his skin that bars me from inside him-
 It's because he is an ant, and I his mound. 
 
 I stand and look down on his form,
 So tainted and metallic with blood.
 I close my eyes and clinch my teeth,
 Steel barrieres built on this now claimed earth.
 
 How could he be mortal,
 When I had consumed him so thoroughly?
 I mix his blood with dirt,
 And I smile.
 
 The eternal mask is in place,
 Enclosing that contained emptiness inside of me.
 I don't know what to do-
 How can I be civilized and steady?
 This eternal mask is like a caged in bird.
 My ghastly moan is the last thing I heard.
 
 Human hands have erroded my wilderness,
 A barren wasteland is where I dwell.
 Droll and detached I creep.
 Faithfully, with my eternal mask,
 Not even a gorgon can turn me to stone.
 
 God, I bet I am out of your territory now.
 I bet you can't see me!
 Look,I'm that white, static figure,
 Hanging from a tree.
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