I can't explain this feeling.
It's not my heart breaking
It doesn't feel a thing
It's more like a sting

If only things were different
And i could say this outloud
But these words need to be enough
Cause these feelings aren't allowed
So my heart needs to be tough

All my life I've always said
Everything happens for a reason
And although I've felt misled
Maybe someday it will all make sense

The only way I can explain this feeling
It's a feeling of numbness
And all because my own mess

It was all make believe
And I was too stupid to see
Now my heart is confused
And there's nothing anybody can do.

If you knew of this feeling
Would you laugh at the meaning
Or feel pity
For my stupidity

Only time will cure my regret
Hopefully some day I'll forget
All the things I thought we could be
That I would be happy to see.