Why didn’t you come to me?

I thought we told each other everything,

But I guess not

Why didn’t I see the signs, you coming home?

Fighting with me
Why babe!

Putting a bullet through your head

Did not help you
You made me feel like I was nothing to you
Having to explain to your daughter why you killed yourself
I didn’t know what do to! We are so alone with out you
You didn’t think your daughter wasn’t going to miss you?

She cries for you every night in her sleep
Why daddy!
John!




How could you do this to us?

You laying in a casket and me looking at you

As I see with pale skin, eyes closed, and no movement

Knowing that you killed yourself and

I know nothing about it

But how much did it hurt us?