I often wonder what would happen if I died.
Would people lie and say they cried?
Or would they bawl their eyes out
Then scream and shout?
Would people actually care
that I no longer breath air
they're above, im below
into a flower someday, I may grow
teacher's, parents, frien, family alike
even people I dislike
would they cry
and say "why oh why"?
probably not, a lot anyways
and as I would pass through the golden entryway
I will take one last peek
at all of the answers I seek
A whole week would be given to mourn
as everyone remembers I will no longer be return
A tear is shed by most, united as one
and all together they would look up to the sun
praying together
from now until forever
I'd be remembered whatsoever
but the truth is, I do not wish to pass
I wish to move on with my class
I want to go on a date someday
And be told that everything will be okay
In the end, I don't care anymore
because for a while, I will not visit that door.