My heart is so broke I feel like dying
Inside I’m so hurt, yet I keep smiling
Hoping and praying my life will get better
But when I look in the mirror I feel so much deader
It’s me against the world nobody on my side
I wish there were two of me to comfort all my cries,
See I’m the only one that knows how much pain I’m in
I have no one to turn to that’s why I continuously sin
I feel my heart is a disease, there’s no cure at all
The only cure heard of is to watch myself fall
I can’t control my life, spirit or soul
So I put my life in god’s hands and wait for him to take control
It might not be so soon but still yet to come
So I sit here and wonder when it all will be done
Just like life says “I’m the king of sorrow”
There’s no way of telling so I wait for tomorrow
I try and look forward but yet I’m still down
There’s no way to turn to not even a sound
I feel I’m alone and it’s all about me
I don’t know how to deal with my life lord; I’m down on my knees
You know how I feel so take it away
I’m tired of crying and begging you please
If you knew how I felt then he would cure this disease