You ask me what’s the matter
As if you really care
You don’t realize how many times I needed you
But you were never there
And so my life continues on
You will never understand
I just needed someone by my side
Someone to hold my hand
It’s because my life is shadowed
It’s dark, alone and cold
Every day is nothingness
That routine is getting old
I don’t know myself anymore
I’m getting really scared
I’ve been thinking about suicide
But for death I’m unprepared
This world can be scary
A lot of things have changed
People killing people
And buildings rearranged
And yet I still am here
I think about it through the night
I’ve been sitting in the dark so long
I wouldn’t recognize the sunlight
It’s because of all the voices in my head
I still am so confused
The world seems to hate me
If I stayed I’ll be abused
But these people don’t even know me
And no one seems to care
I’ve been contemplating suicide
But I don’t think that id dare
So maybe a second chance
Wouldn’t be so bad
I’ve realized now I’ve thrown away everything I had
To get it all back will be a challenge I can see
But maybe I can do it
If you would please believe in me...