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Relocation Frustration

March 31, 2013
By Anonymous

Darkness. No stars, no moon, no streetlight. Only a blinking yellow light shines, just far enough to be seen. The air, sad almost, crying, sorry to see us leave. Rusted, squeaking and old. Pummeling down a familiar road. No one is around. A small town turned into a barren desert. Not even the tumbleweed dares to roll. Goodbye stores and signs, seen for the last twelve years, even though it seems like the beginning of time for me. Goodbye sidewalks and parking lots, stepped on and crumbling. Goodbye smell and sound. Goodbye home.
Among the hush, one set of eyes open just long enough for a last glimpse of their old life. What will it be like in six hours? In six hours, five people’s lives will change. My life is changing in six hours. I close my eyes and drift off.
Light. The sun streaming in all of the car’s windows. People bustling and cars honking. The blue van still going with just enough might to pull into the driveway. It stops with a sigh making everyone in the car lunge forward stretching seatbelts to the limit. Still. The first feel of new ground. It’s softer, but unfriendly. Damp, but no character. We are met by a harsh wind, slapping my hair against my cheeks. Welcome to your new house it seems to whisper while it leaves the yard, as if it wants to rush out and leave the area as soon as possible. Open the door and it smells like paint. Cold hardwood floors line the whole house. Stairs that make you feel as if you’re on an ice rink with no skates. Is this home?
It is now.


The author's comments:
I reflected on the day that our family moved. I had lived there since the day I was born and this was a hard move for me. I did not want to leave, mostly because I didn’t know anything outside of the town of Kennett Square. Because we left at four in the morning, I wasn’t completely awake and I don’t remember much of that morning. All I do recall is passing a plaza right near our old house that was on the way to my elementary and middle school, so it was something I saw everyday. In the poem I described this by wishing farewell to the signs and sidewalks that I knew all too well. This is my last memory of being a resident of my hometown. When I woke up we were already in Wellesley, a significant change. It was a shocking sight coming from a small town in the middle of the night to a bright and busy town in the middle of the day. In the poem this was described by the symbols of light and dark or new and old. Being a huge adjustment, this experience made an impact in my memory. I will never forget the day we moved.

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