Filled with hate, I have no fate.
I think I hate this state.
You think your funny, but I’m stunning.
And you are running.
I’m sorry I don’t worry, but I guess I better
Hurry.

The hateful things you say will replay.
With all my tears they shine with fears.
I tried to keep my head above water,
But it became harder and harder.
So I sank to the sand looking for a hand.
My life is not perfect, sorry I can’t reverse it.

I’m sorry my shoes are not like yours,
At least I got them in the same stores.
When it’s cold I try to stay bold.
You say you’re not strong but you’re wrong.
The sky is the limit I’m afraid I’m getting to close to it.

Sammy you’re not here but I can still hear.
Your blue eyes made me cry.
I’m sad you could not grow up,
But I’m glad no low life’s could say sup.
Tember I hope you don’t remember those fender benders.
The screeching of the metal was so loud it created a croud.
The harder I try I still cry. You are the best,
But when I think of you it’s hard for me to rest.


In memory of Samantha (Sammy)