When I get this way
No one can foreshadow
What will happen in this day?
When I am filled with sorrow

What should I do?
This is a container full of special candy
What am I doing I feel like a fool
Isn’t this dandy

I can feel the tears
Dragging my eyelashes down
That’s why my makeup smears
Please don’t put on a frown

I lay on wet sheets
My tears drowns the happy out
The sorrow just eats
I am sad no doubt

I feel like there is a knife in my gut
The gilt is killing me from the inside out
The pain decreases with every cut
The evil is released throughout

I was so close to the top
I could fell it
Now all I feel is the disappointment as I drop
Holly s***

That’s what the blood is from?
Shh don’t tell a sole
I know its dumb
But I have no self-control

Why are there only two words in my head?
No good
I will just lay in my bed