You were my everything
no wait you still are
and I just can’t believe I lost my shining star
I just don't wanna hear that I'll see you again
All I can here right now is that I lost my best friend
I miss you so much I don't think I can hold it down
I fall asleep every night cuddled up with your gown
so I can feel you so I can smell your scent
So I can remember every minute every second spent
I wanna call you ask you how your day went
I want to hear you say you puttin up with it
that was your motto
and sometimes it still rings in my ear
but I'm lookin forward to a time where u won’t put up with pain or fear
I'm sad but I'mma try and hold my head high
and get myself together so I can see a time where no one has to die.