I sit alone in my room, thinking of all the memories
Thinking of how we used to be and how we are now.
I keep wondering how we ended up this way
When we used to be so close
Now it's always my fault, we fight and yell
And it seems like we will never get back
To the way we were before.
It seems like you're always one step from walking out the door
I keep trying to change to make you happy, but all it does is
Cause more problems. I wonder if it's just a phase we are going
through, that it will end soon, or if we really are falling apart completely.
You say it's me, others say it's you, and you make me believe that’s it's me.
I keep fighting to keep you mine and the more I try, the more you slip away
If I could do it over, I'd do it a million times better. I'd try harder in the beginning
And maybe in the end it wouldn’t turn out like this. I don’t want us to part,
So maybe a break is all we need, but while I'm away how will I know that you
Will stay true to me and won't start looking for another. You say you love me
And I believe you with all my heart, but the fears that you'll soon leave
Never go away. I see the pictures and I remember how much you loved
Me then, and then I look at now and see that maybe you might not love me
As much as you did then, I need your arms around me and I need to hear that
Everything will be ok, I keep waiting, hoping that you will see what I need but
When I need it most, you sometimes turn away.
I look at the words you used to say
And think of how they all went away,
Only to be replaced by harsh words and screaming
Almost every other day
You want to know how I feel,
So I wonder if this will be enough
To tell you that I love you and that
Maybe you'll see that what I need is
How we used be
So don’t doubt my love because it's all yours
And don’t turn away because it's what you think I'm trying to say
I won't leave, and I hope you will stay
So that maybe our love won't go away…