When I look at you, I see nothing but my faults, my arrogance, my weakness... my soul.

When I hear you my legs weaken, my heart drops and my fingers turn to ice.

When I touch you, you disappear; I weep and weep and weep, until I’m forced to wake from my pitiful dream.

As I lay there alone in my bed, only my tears remain; the only sign that shows how much I truly miss you.

I easily wipe the evidence away.

Only I can tell that my heart will never be whole again.

Only I can know that I will never love again.

Only I can say farewell to you every night…over and over again.