Deepest sorrow
Tears of pain
Looking and searching with no answers to gain
I call for her to come near
But then I remember the silence of death has come upon her ear
I'm buried in sadness
I wanna be alone and cry
Sometimes i wanna curl up and die
So I wont have to wait long to see my grandmother dear
and she can call me near and wipe away my tears
So she can hug me again spread all her love
But i know it is not the way of the one above.
He doesn't want me to take my life
and leave my family with pain and strife
He wants me to live life
to be just like my grandmother dear
and spread all my hope and cheer
I love her and miss her so much I do.
But this isn't the path she'd want me to choose.