Feeling so dirty inside
The hurt washed away my pride
Joy seems so far away
So pain please don’t stay
Your pity party torments me
Like the awful vicious sting of a bee
Seasonal changes bring about transition
Yet I wish that I wasn’t in this position
See me clearly now?
What do you think of me now?
Still think you know the person?
That lies underneath?
What do you think?
Am I superficial or deep?
You will never know me
Because I cannot be known
I’m invisible, transparent, unseen
Maybe even a tad bit green
Can you hear the silent cry?
Are you ready to die?
And no I never lie?
Just look me in the eye
But as for now I just sit and sigh
I could never be that guy
I often wonder why?
You laugh but I still cry
But in the end you’ll know
The feelings I refuse to show
Just going through the motions
Of everyday emotions
Life take me high
No where else but the sky
But yet I could never be that guy
I often wonder why?