The scares that you leave me with, will never leave me,

but broken and permanently terrified,

By the thought that i once let you close enough to harm me,

The thought that i was once yours and you where once mine lingers uncontrollably over me,

Leaving permenite sacrifce and permanite marks,

looking in the mirror i can see the pain behind my eyes as i cry wondering if i have scared you as you have me,

trying to find myself in this broken shatterd tome i reside in,

Desperately seeking truth in a matter of pain and how much i can take,

peeling my harmed flesh from where i was lying paralyzed in fear, in pain,in hopes of one day being normal,

Fear that it will take the ultimate sacrifice in me and my closed of heart,

Scares that remind me that my past is real it did happen,

will i always remember or is my future brighter then this dark hole i hide in?